Doubt or Honesty or Both?

We have been studying Gideon recently and I thought I'd share a few insights gained from a discussion with our small group. The question was raised about the fleeces and signs that Gideon needed (or wanted) before carrying out God's plan. As we discussed, a few things became apparent. First, attitude is critical. There is a difference between people who flippantly or in an "prove it" attitude ask God to give them a sign and those, such as Gideon who do so out of honest disclosure of their doubts and fears. Thankfully, God is patient with our unbelief and our unnecessary requests. Afterall, the request, out of our doubts/fears/etc. are unnecessary once God has told us what to do, which was the case with Gideon. Second, Gideon had already begun to act on God's plan; he gathered people together for battle. This was done prior to his first request of a sign. So what does all this mean for me? When God speaks I need to begin working on His plan and feel free to be honest with Him about my lack of abilities, resources, fears, and doubts. Our loving father will be patient with us, especially if our attitude is correct and we have begun working. Thanks Lord for your patience with me and help me in my unbelief.